Hey there!

Anyone out there? Anyone still know me? I know it’s been forever and I’m terribly sorry about that. So much happened in the meantime and suddenly I remembered this blog. Since I need to let off some steam, I thought I’d “resurrect” it, so to say.

Anyway, yesterday I went to this lesbian bar/club,whatever,with a friend and at first it was pretty cool even though I didn’t even dare to look at anyone (I’m shy like that). Until,after having been there about 30 minutes,we made our way to the restroom and guess who we met on the way (gosh,that sounds like it was about  a 1000 miles away ^^)? Yes, right. Sarah. My now ex-girlfriend (we broke up in January…she was the one I was talking about back in October,which is the reason why I deleted the old posts). So we hugged and said “oh what a surprise to see you here” bla bla bla…well my night was ruined from then on. You have to know that the break up wasn’t all that “great” or “friendly” and all these months I had tried to forget her,and I almost managed to do so…and then she’s there and all those memories start coming back *aaaaaaaaaaah* I wonder what she even did there,I mean she lives 90 kilometers away from the place…aren’t there any dyke bars where she lives?

Well anyway, I tried to have some fun after that,I really tried,but it wasn’t of much effort,so my friend suggested to go and so we did…my train left at 01:56 so I should have been home at about 3…but fate had another thing planned for me…when I was sitting in the bus that should finally take me home,suddenly there was a fight in the back of the bus,apparently it was about some guys that took another boy’s cell phone and wouldn’t give it back. So the bus driver stopped,locked the doors and called the police, who arrived after about 20 minutes (!!!). I loved the comment of the guy sitting behind me who talked to his girlfriend (or boyfriend/mother/aunt/three-legged donkey…who knows?) on the phone,giving a detailed report about why he wasn’t able to come home at time: “Yeah,now the police is coming,finally! And of course there’s a man AND a woman coming in. Gender equality!” *LOL* It was really in english and not in german,too,so it kinda sounded funny…with a german accent Well,anyway,the whole police thing took 45 minutes,until some of the guys were arrested and taken to the police station and the bus could continue it’s journey through the night/morning…I finally arrived home at 4:30! I read for some minutes and then fell asleep,but I didn’t sleep long because I woke up thinking about Sarah *sighs* Conclusion: My weekend sucked. Maybe God is punishing me? I hope he’s not…but everything’s been going wrong for quite a long time now

hugs and kisses

Tina